Larissa is a Nerd, Fat and she doesn't know how to wear a proper clothes (fashion). So she was always bullied. Even her uniform is lozenge. She's from a wealthy family. Will she change her personality, looks because of Campus King? That he just cheated on her because of DARE? Will she change because of the pain she suffered because of Love? ..... Fat, Nerd. That's their description of me. At school, it has become a hobby for them to bully me. I just let them. Well, everything they say is true. Until I didn't expect their Campus King to court me. Which I have admired for a long time. Until I answered it with Yes. I thought it was real, I thought he loved me, But I was wrong because everything was just a game. Everything is just because of DARE. And because of that Everything changed. The Fat, Nerd, Sloppy way I used to dress is a whole lot different now. And because of what happened. I learned something. A broken heart is often the most difficult emotional hurdle we must overcome. It's not easy but after we heal, we are stronger in the broken places. One day you're going to remember me and how much I love you. Then you're gonna hate yourself for letting me go.

"'LARISSA'" .P.O.V. I am now walking in the Hallway of the University I am studying. There are many people around. That every time I see what is being said bully there bully here. It's just like this-- "That's fat, I think it's fatter than pork" "His eye-glasses are so thick" "Why can't he lose weight?" "The size of his uniform, I think it's a fifth person" Those are just some of the things most people often say. I just don't pay attention to it. Maybe my ears got used to what I usually hear. What do they want to know, I want to eat food. They don't care either, I know my eye-glasses are thick. And they don't even care if I know my clothes are big and loose. Before going to our Classroom, I went to the Cafeteria. To buy food. After that, I went straight to the classroom. After I arrived, I found my classmates playing with a paper rock that they circled. When they saw me they all looked at each other. And looking at me then, they threw it at me at the same time. The papers they circled. Because of what they did, the burger I was eating fell. When they throw all the papers at me. Sure enough, I continued walking to my seat. I'm used to my daily scenario here at school. Our teacher had already arrived so my classmates just asked. . . . . It's break time so everyone went to the cafeteria. I'm now standing in line to buy my food. I was the next one to buy, when I was the one to order I said everything I wanted to buy. Fries, burgers, ice cream, spaghetti, pizza, fried chicken. And drinks. The shopkeeper was no longer surprised by everything I bought. When I got my order, I looked for my seat. Just then I found something so I sat down. I prayed before starting to eat, of course. While eating, suddenly the people here in the cafeteria made noise, you thought there was a feeding program. Oh, that's why the people here made noise because they say that Lima is here that everyone loves and admires here on Campus. Nash Miller is the best singer in their group and also has his own band. Dixon Smith is the second, he knows how to dance. Theo Wilson is the third, he likes to read books, they call him Bookworm-handsome. What? Andrew Salvador is the fourth SSG President. And the fifth one is Atlas Zeus Santigao, The most handsome and tall, tall and handsome Lima is the one I like more, Because I've had a crush on him for a long time. He is also the MVP of basketball here on Campus. Never mind that the Five of them are on the basketball team. . . . . After Break time, everyone returned to each classroom. The teacher only discussed and sometimes asked questions. The school day is over. As always stressful. I'm now here in the parking lot and waiting for my driver to pick me up. While waiting, my cell phone rang. When I looked, it was Mommy who texted. *mommy* 'Baby I baked a cookie for you. And your driver is his own way now'. It said this in the text so I replied to Mommy. My driver arrived just in time. So I immediately got on board because I was excited to taste Mommy's bake. . . . After we arrived in front of the house, the Guard opened the gate for us to enter. As soon as I got out of the car, I immediately went to the kitchen to see Mommy. "Mommy, I'm home" I said cheerfully. It looked at me. "Oh Baby your here, the Cookies are Ready!. Change your clothes first, before you eat these cookies baby." Mommy said with a smile. I was shocked. "Mommy" I complained, why is it later, not now. '"Baby, I haven't finished preparing this yet. So get dressed.'" he said again, I just nodded and followed Mommy's order. . . . When I went down the stairs I saw Mommy in the living room watching and there were Cookies in front of her so I went there. I sat on the sofa and took cookies without being told, I was hungry because these cookies were delicious. Mommy looked at me. "How's your day, Baby?" mommy asked "It's still the same as before, Mommy" I said and took another bite of cookies, I heard mom sigh. ""Where's Mom and Larissa?'" I heard Brother Luke coming from the door asking our made where we were. "In the living room Sir Luke" said the maid. When I saw Kuya Luke, I immediately stood up and hugged him. He also hugged me back and messed up my messy hair. Yes, I have an older brother. He is one year older than me. So he is in Grade 12 and I am in Grade 11. "Mom you always feed Larissa sweets. That's why she doesn't lose weight" he said as I pulled away from the hug. I was shocked by what my brother said. "Son she's still our baby, so that's okay. Once she gets Falling in Love, she'll go on a diet on her own, so don't touch the cookies I bake." mommy replied. . . . The four of us are now in the dining room to eat dinner. Me, older brother, mommy and daddy. "How's your study my princes?" Dad asked "It's okay Dad" I replied. He smiled and nodded . . . . After we finished eating, I went to my room to change my sleeping clothes. Then I lay down. We don't have an assignment so I have nothing to do. When I lay down on the bed, my tears began to flow spontaneously. If you are fat, do they have to bully you? If you're a nerd and you dress loosely, can they bully you? Even though I've gotten used to their daily bullying, it still hurts. Your crush and his friends will laugh at you. It was especially painful when Atlas laughed at me earlier when I was broken because I was broken. Behind my Smile is a Broken Heart, Behind my Laugh I'm falling apart. Behind my eyes are tears at night. Behind my body is a soul trying to fight.

I woke up early today. I wake up really early. You already brushed my teeth before going downstairs to eat. When I got down, I caught up with Mommy, Daddy and brother already eating breakfast. "Good morning Mom, Dad, brother" I greeted. '"Good morning Baby'" Mom replied, so did brother and daddy ""Hurry up and eat, I'll tell you to go in at the same time.'" Big Brother said "I've just started eating brother. Just wait for me." I chewed. "Hurry up. Go on a diet and always eat a lot," he said, I just ignored it. After I finished showering and getting dressed, I went to see Mommy and Daddy to say goodbye. I went straight outside because Kuya had been waiting for a while, I'm sure he was impatient. After I got in, it immediately started the car engine. It's going to be fast because you think he's the one who holds the key to the school. "Larissa" I looked at him when he called me. "What?" I asked '"I know that you have feelings on Atlas Zeus'" he said, I looked at him with wide eyes. Wait, what did he say? "What?" '"I know that you like him. Don't deny it, my sister'" he said, I gasped at what he said. Am I that obvious? '"Yeah brother, but it was just a crush'" I explained '"Make sure that's all you feel until then'" it reminded. I know why my brother can make me worry like that. It's because Kuya and Atlas are rivals. That's all there really is, Brother, It won't go any further. After a minute we are here at the parking lot. I kissed Kuya on the cheek before getting out of the car. I walk down the hallway to the classroom. As usual they always look at me and then whisper. Well I'm used to their hobbits. After I got to the classroom, it's good and I'm early now there are only a few of us. I sat in my chair, and took the book, to read about the Medic, yeah I like that kind of stuff. Because I dream of becoming a Doctor and a famous Surgeon. Minutes passed, my classmates arrived, and the teacher arrived. Time passed, and it was lunch break. I'm in the cafeteria now and I'm sitting while eating. I looked up because I felt someone staring at me. When I looked up, my eyes widened and blinked, because of what I was seeing now. My crush is right in front of me. "What?" I stammered "Can i?" he asked, pointing to the seat in front of me. '"Sure'" I answered immediately and you nodded at the same time. He dropped his food on the tray and sat down. "Why are you here with me?" I asked shyly, I couldn't even look straight into his eyes. "Why don't you want?" he asked, then took a bite of his food. "It's not like that, because you have friends, right? They're always with you" Shocks! Why am I stuttering? '"They busy on their Girlfriends'" he answered, I turned to the table of his friends. The four of them have their own female companions. If he sits there, he will be the only single one. I nodded because of what he said. I continued my food, so did he. It also looks like he doesn't want to disturb the food. 'Calling The Attention Of All Students' Everyone stopped eating because of the speaker. 'After the Afternoon Class. All students need to come to the Gymnasium. Something needs to be announced.' Then the speaker was turned off. What else will they say? I looked at my companion as he stood up. "Is that over?" I asked "Obviously" after that he turned his back on me and started walking away. I feel like my day is complete, For the first time. I was with my Crush, take note! I ate with him. I immediately finished my food. Then I went straight to the classroom. The teachers only do discussion. Time passed and here we are now at the Gymnasium. Waiting for the Emcee, 'GOOD AFTERNOON EVERYONE! Atelophobia International School' The emcee shouted happily. Scream you think there's no tomorrow. That's a game with a mike. '''Are you wondering why there was an announcement all of a sudden?'' My silly school mates answered accordingly. "So I know you're excited, so I won't make it last longer." he said again, and all the students shouted. "We will have a basketball competition" he shouted happily. All the students screamed, and I was thrilled because I could see for myself how good my crush was at basketball. I will also watch every time they practice! Our family driver has already picked me up at the opposite gate, I can't accompany Kuya because he will definitely be home later When we got home, I immediately went up the stairs and entered the room, I put the bag on the sofa in my room and lay on the bed 'I'm tired' I didn't realize that I fell asleep because of tiredness, they didn't have mommy and daddy because they were abroad for a business trip My stomach is grumbling so, I got up and put on my house clothes then went downstairs I saw Kuya and his friends in the living room, maybe Kuya didn't notice me because they were talking about something, and they seemed so serious I didn't pay attention to it and just walked to the kitchen to get some food Our personal chef was cooking so I first took some chocolate and yakult from the fridge When I finished what I was eating, I told the waiter that I would go to my room first and call me when the food is ready, he nodded so I walked back to my room But before that, I heard something that Kuya and his friends were talking about, what I heard piqued my interest so I hid on the side where they couldn't see me "Atlas Zeus, Huh that man is very arrogant" commented one of Kuya's friends I was stunned because of what I heard! "You said, that man didn't hurt us," added one "I'm sure the group is already planning how to defeat us," one of them shouted I frowned at what they were saying