Moving Beyond Heartbreak
Chapter 1 01

FIONA'S POV Over and over again, the sound of those wicked laughs and mumblings erode my ears. They have now become music in my head that makes my thoughts bleed. What have I done to deserve this? Is this because of my condition? Being a wolf less Omega in the Black moon pack is the most embarrassing and lowliest thing one could ever be in the pack. Virtually, everyone tramples on you till you become nothing. I was one to start with. At least I hope it would end soon. "And what exactly do you think you are looking for?" Barbara, the Beta said aloud when she spotted me trying to join the wolves, training. "Uhm..... I wanted to train with my sisters," I stuttered in response. A wicked laugh followed after. "You call them your sisters? Oh no, no! That's where you are wrong! You are not even fit to be here. You are nothing but a forbidden fruit!" she shouted. "I wonder why the Elders haven't decided against you yet!" she added. Those harsh words hit a nerve but there was absolutely nothing I could do to defend myself. I had no wolf. I had no respect. No friend. No one to stand up for me. I was alone, sad and left to carry my burden all by myself. As if that wasn't enough, she spat on me and shouted, "Get back to the kitchen, you worthless thing," and everyone bursted into laughter. I almost did forgot I was maid in the Bluemon pack house. I wasn't the only one but they hated me more than every other person. A condition I had to live with, perhaps a curse to bear for the rest of my life. I wish I had someone to fight for me. Every single time, I had to wash all of the dishes and made the whole kitchen wasn't in a mess. "That serves you right!" Barbara would always say whenever she passes by the kitchen. "Why are you still here? How many hours is it going to take you to do the dishes, you lazy thing!" She said in a loud tone as I went about my duties that evening. Before I could say a word kn defence, she hit me. "Get out of here." I fell to my knees and cried out. I tried to crawl my way out of the kitchen when I heard that loud voice again. "Hey, you. Alpha Ryan needs his blood drink. Get it from the cool box and take it to him right away," Barbara ordered.  "Yes, ma'am," I responded in a haste. Without hesitation, I went into the store house and grabbed the blood drink, served it into a floral jug that is peculiar to Alpha Ryan alone. I got to his chambers and the aura inside the room was strong and fearsome. Despite being the Alpha, Ryan had always been someone I had a crush on. "But who am I to even make a move towards him?" I pondered, each time I think about how lovely ot would if we ended up together. Ryan was in his chambers but busy looking through a scroll and I got in to drop his blood drink on the front desk positioned before him. "My Lord," I greeted and as I slowly turned to leave, I felt a hand around my waist, holding me back. Alpha Ryan had swooped in and grabbed me from behind. "Who are you, young lady?" He asked, his tone warm and sending shivers through my whole body system. "My L.....Lord. my na....name is Fiona, a maid in the pack house," I stuttered in response. My heart skipped a beat, having said that. "How would he react knowing Inam just a mere maid?" A part of me felt I should have lied, perhaps he would look upon me with favor and have me stay but I was already too late. The words had come out and there was no way I could take them back. He paused and I saw his eyes scan my body from top to bottom like he was checking me out. "Come here," he said in a commanding tone. My body shook and I was scared. I watched as he stood and moved closer, smacking his lips and putting his gently around my waist and pulled me closer such that our bodies made contact. "Why haven't I seen such a beauty for so long? Where have you been, damsel?" He spoke in a sweet tone. I blushed at his sweet words. His cologne was magnificent and I felt like squeezing myself inside him.  He didn't hesitate either. Before I could act somewhat, I witnessed his lips claiming mine as he sucked them in with his tongue. "Lay with me, Fiona. I desire you!" He said to me. I shrugged at his words and turned my face away. Even though my body was feeling the urge, I needed to be sure of what he wanted with me. "My body or my heart?" I whispered in my head. "What's wrong? Do you not want me?" He said in a quite smotth tone. "I do but I......"  "Shhhhh...." He interrupted, placing his index finger on my lips. "I know but Fiona, not only do I want you, I see you as my mate; one that my soul longs for." "Give me your body and I will make you mine in front of everyone," he assured. His words were delightful to my soul and I couldn't help but my smile. "Are you really going to make me your mate?" I asked as I watch him slowly zip off my dress. "Yes, Fiona. Your beauty catches my attention and you seem you seem be everything I want." "Do you not trust your Alpha?" He asked as he kissed my neck. I moaned in response, "I do, my Lord," He laid me down flat on the bed and we made out pleasurably.  And right in that moment, a familiar voice called out from the door, "Alpha Ryan!" "Alpha Ryan!!"

Chapter 2 02

FIONA "Nooooo!" Never!!" "Over my dead body!!" "Have you seen yourself? Who gave you the assurance you...you could be mated to a whole ME, the Alpha of the pack?" His words were cold and they penetrated every fiber in my body. "Why would he be so cruel to do this to me?" "Listen....." He called out to me. "I, Alpha Ryan, cannot and will never desire you as a mate. You are nothing of value to me," he spat on my face. My face fell to the ground as those hurtful words rented the air around me. My eyes became teary and I was covered in shame as the whole pack stared at me in disgust. "How could she even think Ryan would mate her? How foolish!" I heard a voice echo from behind. But really what was I thinking? A whole Alpha of the pack mated to an wolfless Omega like myself?" How could I be so.... Like as if that wasn't enough, I saw Sabrina walk past me, kicking me off her way. Sabrina is just another Omega in the pack but at least she was better off. She had a wolf but I do not seem to understand what she was doing walking toward Ryan thay way. My eyes widened in surprise when I saw Ryan place his arms on her shoulder as she stood on front of him as he kissed her on the shoulders, "Here she is, my one true mate, the one I have chosen to my mate and Luna of this pack, Sabrina James." Thick tears rolled down my ears as I heard this.  "Does she have to remain here?" I heard Sabrina say to Ryan who kept looking at me like I was a piece of trash. How quickly for him to forsake after exploiting my body to satisfy his sexual desires. How I wish I had a wolf, I would transform and tear him to pieces! "She should be sent away. She doesn't have anything good to offer the pack, my love," she said and eyed me continuously. "What have I ever done to you?" Before I could say another word in protest, a heavy slap landed on my face. "How dare you talk to your Luna like that? Or who do you think you are to talk in that manner?!" The voice of Beta Barabara attacked. "Take her out of here," Alpha Ryan ordered his guards. *** I sat just right outside the kitchen, staring at the pile of dishes I have to wash. "He slept with you, right?" I heard a voice said from behind. It was Kush, the only male maid in the pack and only person that talk well with me amongst the others.  I didn't respond. I looked away in shame. "Fiona, say the truth. I know there is more to this. He took advantage of you, didnt he?" I couldn't lift my face to him. I can't tell him what happened. That would only cause more trouble for me. "Fiona, I promise I won't tell anyone but I can help you feel better. Just tell me the truth. Did the Alpha do anything to you?" Before I could answer the question, I heard the voice of Sabrina from outside. "Hey, witch, bring your sorry ass out here," she voiced out loudly. "What is this girl trying to do again? Hasn't she humiliated me enough?" I though within myself. "I am talking to you, Foika, Fiona or whatever you name is." She screamed out again. I saw two hefty men barge into the kitchen and one swung his hands towards Kush, clearing him out of the way and the other lifted me up after pulling my hair forcibly. "Arrrgghh!!!!!" I groaned in pain. He threw me to the ground and kicked me in the stomach while Sabrina watched. "Witch! That's what you are. You, good-for-nothing lady. You think you can just manipulate your way to getting the Alpha to like you?" She laughed intensely afterwards. "You must think you are smart and your witchcraft would work on my love," she lashed out. "I don't know what you are talking about. Please just let me be," I said in defence. "And who said you could speak?" One of the hefty men said aloud and gave me a heavy punch in the face. "Ouch," I groaned louder in pain and agony. I fell to my knees and my eyes drifted to the side where I saw Kush lying g helplessly on the floor. I mumbled. "He....He..Help me..." I shouted. "Please stop. What have I done?" I said but the men kept giving me hard blows and heavy kicks in the belly. Whilst I grunt and try to crawl away from the attacks, I heard the voice of Ryan, "What is happening here?" "Oh,my sweet love and Alpha, you won't believe what this girl did, she broke every expensive utensils in the pack's kitchen for no reason. How could she be so heartless?" "I was trying to talk to her qhe she tried to attack me with her devil fists. Thank goddess for my guards who saved from her wicked intentions. She would have strangled me to death," Sabrina cried in addition to her annoying lies. "What?" "She did all of that? I just knew it. You are nothing but a hypocrite!!" Alpha Ryan blasted. "Take her to the dungeon. Let her sleep there. Then I shall decide what to do with her!" He instructed the same men who had beaten me up. "I....I didn't.....I..." I stuttered in response. Unable to defend myself, the men dragged me and the pain from the injuries kicked in and I screamed out but the men were quick to shut me up. There was absolutely nothing I could do. At that point, I wished for death upon myself.  Perhaps, that would be a secured way out of all of this struggles and false accusations. They kept pulling me until we got to an entrance. The whole place was dark and mysterious. My eyes became blurry and I didn't know what happened until I blanked out.

Chapter 3 03

FIONA Fiona? Fiona?? Fiona??? "If you can hear me, just try to blink those eyes," I heard that voice whisper in my ears. At first I thought I had gone back to the Moon World, a place where dead wolves rest. Why would I even think that? I am just a wolfless Omega. I wonder if there is a place for people like me.. Maybe we would just be sent to some sort of pithole like the dungeon. Just while I wallow in my semi-conscious state, I heard that voice come at me again, "Fiona, you need to open those eyes. I need you to be strong." It was tough for me to. I struggled but that voice kept pushing to make the extra move. Not like I had a mother or a father who would be waiting for me outside the darkness I find myself. My blurry vision was a lot to battle with as I tried to make out who was standing in front of me. Last thing I remember was being thrown into the dungeon. Everywhere was feint and making sense of the environment proved to be much of a task as I struggle to keep my eyes open. Next I heard were the sounds of machines around and other voices started evading my eardrums. Finally, I woke up to see a woman whose face look cool and her gaze was fixated at me. It was like she was waiting for me to open my eyes. I remembered the voice I heard. It wasn't wasn't voice of a woman so I kept looking around to see not until the lady spoke. "Hello, Fiona. Finally, you are awake. I have been trying to get you back to us," she said. I couldn't move my legs. "How would you even think of attacking the Luna?" "You caused this upon yourself," she added. It was at this point I remembered I was about to be thrown into the dungeon when I passed out. "Madam Barbara?" I stammered. "Trust me, she is the last person you want to see. Did you try to kill the Alpha too?" She asked. "Uhn? Ryan?"  I don't understand. The same guy I have crushed on my entire life and even did me the worst situation by rejecting in front of everyone. Even though I hate him at the moment, it was not the extent of killing him. Where would I find such strength to carry such such evil plot?" "Are you asking me?" "Are you even aware of the situation at hand?" She said. "Uhn?"  What situation is she talking about?  "But who is this woman and does she even know so much?" I thought. Suddenly, a young boy stormed into the room, trying to catch his breath. "What is it? Speak!" The woman said to the young boy. "Luna Sabrina is on her way here!" The boy whispered. Sabrina. Hearing her name again brought a lot of worries. That girl is trouble and she only wants to see me dead and gone. "You need to find somewhere to go. If you continue to be here, believe me you will end up dead," the woman warned. She helped me up to my feet and took me to a basement in the other room. "It leads into the woods. Fins your way from there, Fiona." I couldn't even say too much. My lungs were too weak to say a lot of words. I nodded in response and went off. **** Getting into the woods, I leaped as I ran for my life. My eyes became teary all of a sudden as I looked back. I have now become a castaway for an offence I never committed.  Days and nights, I strolled through the woods in search of shelter and wondering how I even survived the first night. I suddenly heard a snap in the branches of the trees. "Who is there?" I screamed all of a sudden. I took few steps into the woods and I heard those snaps again. "Who is that?" I shouted again and no response still. This time around,I became frightened. What if Sabrina'smen had caught up to me or perhaps this is Ryan trying to finish me off after everything? How would I even defend myself? In the blink of an eye, I saw a big black wolf appear in front of me and pushed me to the floor. Just before I could turn to run, I saw others surrounding me. It was a trap and I was their prey. "Death has finally got to you, Fiona," I muttered in my head. One of them was in its human form. He had spiky hair and his whole body was covered in wild tattoos. He looked really dangerous and fierce. I saw him smelling the air like there was a strange scent he couldn't make sense of. "You are not human yet you don't have the scent of a wolf," he said and laughed. "You will make a sweet meal, empty skin," he added. Empty skin? That was the first tike I was hearing such. Is that what they call people like me, wolfless? It was at this point I saw his teeth fangs. "It better not be." I only know it was a myth, the existence of vampire werewolves. Kush had once told me their story and rumors of them lurking in the woods waiting to devour other wolves like themselves. "Shit!!" He smirked. "What pack do you hail from, meat?"  I couldn't answer. I could be qolfless but that doesn't make me foolish. Vampire wolves were hunters and if I let him know where my pack was , they could invade our territory. I shrugged and looked away. My heart raced but I made up my mind not to respond. "So be it then. Vegas?" He called to the other wolf whose teeth were all out and saliva dripping from its mouth like it was ready to pounce on me. "Finish her off!" He instructed

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